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Step back (part 2): need rest

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Good evening everyone. Praying that you all have had a good day @ work, school, or home. It’s a beautiful cold day. Although I haven’t been outside I can tell it’s colder as our room feels colder in our room.  Which with the news I’m going to share is just fine: Emerson has been running fevers, and remember when that happens he is on 🔥 . So a cool room helps, even if it means I look like I’m living in Alaska. Changes for today ✅ discontinued the nausea medication, zofran (ondansetron)     *as it has been shown to affect liver numbers   *started on medication called Reglan (metoclopramide) for nausea ✅  discontinued the TPN  *#1 side effect is elevated liver enzymes ✅ rundown of the actual numbers  ALT: 426–643–921–1350–*1521  AST:191–350–431–574–507 (down) Alkaline phosphates seems:362–459–430–332–268 (down) Total bilirubin: 1.1–1.5–1.6–1.2–2.3(up)     *as I’m with Mac all day I think I can ...

Step back...to step forward

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Good evening everyone. So today mama bear had a mission. LEAVE THE HOSPITAL. My eldest had a follow up with the pulmonologist. We have been dealing with a cough, that is far worse on exertion. Now how do you tell a 4 year old boy to not play or run around?  🧐   This meant leaving Emerson behind with his ayeya. Now you would think I could just leave with worrying and having million questions. I think I managed well not messaging her. It was quite pleasant with Manny. I forget to enjoy them 1:1. Despite me reminding parents of multiples that they need to have separate moments with each of their kids, thus current season has thrown me for a loop.  After Manny appt, we went to Whole Foods where he chose some fruit and yogurt. I then headed back to drop him off for his young Rembrandt art class. He learned about circles, patterns and overlapping.  Then it was off to my parents, as my dad, pere-pere, picked up Mia. Of which I thought was funny, because she enjoy...

Project: we need your help

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Late gifting for my daddy! I think I heard him say he would love horizontal  Hello family and friends. This is a special post for my daddy.  I know that many of you reading this blog look at my mom as like superwoman  🦸🏽 , and she totally is. She is also just a mama who loves her child. The same can be said about Elvin, my daddy. So while mommy is here all day, often with the help of mama Rosa, my ayeya (Abuela) my daddy is doing his duties.  From 7:30-5 he is a liaison at a charter school for the Spanish speaking children (close to 40). They have given to him additional duties:  ✅ getting kids on bus, ✅ intervening on kids who need additional attention ✅ reading with the ESL children All this with an  👨🏾‍🏫 electrical engineering degree and recently  👨🏾‍🚒 firefighter certifications!  🚒 Now to top it off he wrangles my siblings, Emmanuel and Emelia, with the help of my ayeya ✅ getting them ready for school ✅ packing...

Happy Birth day month!

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Good morning.  I want to only place thoughts in my head and my heart that are going to leave lasting memories. This is sometimes hard to do. I’ve realized this as I walk with Christ. Many assume that oh those Jesus loving folk got it all together, they just call on His name and blessings rain down. Well yeah that’s true...but even the most righteous have to go through trials and tribulations. I mean have you heard of Job, he got his world turned upside down. Watch to find out about Job So is everything Emerson going through fair? As his mother I would say absolutely not. Do I believe there is a greater purpose in all of Mac’s suffering and his road to recovery and being rid of this leukemia? YES! So despite my flesh wanting to yell from mountain top of how unfair this all is, my spirit desires that I continue to trust in Jesus and his plan for my son. Now that doesn’t mean I disregard treatment or forsake the wisdom and knowledge of the     medical staff. I kn...

Rumble in my tummy:just give me my mommy’s milk

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Good evening family and friends. I want to first thank God, and by the power of His Holy Spirit for giving us a brand new day. We were hoping for a quiet day, but our Mac is full of surprises.  By the grace of Jesus he had not been vomiting much. There was minimum blood, primarily from the mouth. An attempt to feed him through his g-tube was done yesterday with success, of a whopping 20ml/cc. That is actually less than an ounce, but we are going slow and that’s okay. Well in an attempt to feed again I ‘vented my the tube.       *basically I place the tube, unclamped and allow whatever is in his belly to drain ✅ 1st time it was bright red, but not from active bleeding, just big mucous  ✅ 2nd time less blood, but a whole lot more mucous Have you ever seen ghostbusters, the first one, with the pink goo, well that’s what all this excess mucous reminds me of. So we took a break and planned to attempt to feed him again when he fell asleep. O...

Hallelujah: thanks be to Jesus!

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Do you believe in miracles? I mean I’m not talking about -getting the parking spot closest to the store -finding your size in the shoe/clothing you desire -kids eating broccoli without some incentive being needed  I’m talking about (click to read each one): Bleeding woman Lazarus Leper   But the interesting story is what follows. Is the story of the centurion (soldier in Roman army). He had a servant who was very ill. He despite his ranking and position presented himself to Jesus. He asked if Jesus would be willing to heal the sickness that had overcome his servant. Jesus offered to come to the centurions home, but he did not feel worthy. Yet he had FAITH! So much so that the centurion believed if Jesus just spoke of something with His mouth it would come to pass.  And so it did: Matthew Well there was a miracle in room 445 @ Oschner main campus pediatric floor. In the last post many of you came to the call of prayer. I believe that...

ICU

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This post may be a short one, as a whole lot has happened in a little amount of time. So at the beginning of this week due to the astute observation of my husband of an inappropriate a/c duct, we were moved. Like they sang on the Jeffersons ‘we moving on up’. Thus room is similar to the larger room we had during a previous visit.  Since our upgrade Mac has been vomiting a bit more, this time blood.  Initially it was just like slight tinge in the phlegm/vomit. Well as of last night it was just about all and only blood. So much so that the on call team ordered labs and blood was transfused ( go back to 11/10/19 post, Jesus transfused all of our sins onto himself). By morning shift change, I was attempting to help Emerson with one intense episode of vomit, that no later does his nurse walk in to help. Within the next hour there was 4 nurses helping with Mac, as he has back to back episodes of emesis: blood!  I had it, overwhelmed with fear in that m...